NETWORK: @peach0341 (anonymous) [post soujuurou's wild ride]
What would you consider the most unforgivable thing that a person could do to you? Something that someone could do, that they could never take back?
If it has been done to you, what happened? How did you treat that person afterward, if you kept in contact with them? If you didn't, do you regret ever severing off from them?
Have you done anything unforgivable? How did people respond to that--did they let you get a word in edge-wise to explain, or did they abandon you? Did you have to find your own way afterwards? How did it go for you, if so?
Do you think there's anything that one can do to earn forgiveness, depending on the severity of what happened? Do they deserve it? Does it depend? And is there a certain point that someone's allowed to give up on trying to find it, and should just stop trying to be good?
I'm curious as to what everyone's answers will be. Please don't give anymore info than you're comfortable with; these are just things that have been on my mind, lately. And please don't be rude to each other.
[this seems. infinitely more like a stream of conscious than anything actually coherent, but there's at least an attempt at maintaining some modicum of privacy. have at. be it on main or giving yourself a nice plurk-style anon-name, go for it.]
If it has been done to you, what happened? How did you treat that person afterward, if you kept in contact with them? If you didn't, do you regret ever severing off from them?
Have you done anything unforgivable? How did people respond to that--did they let you get a word in edge-wise to explain, or did they abandon you? Did you have to find your own way afterwards? How did it go for you, if so?
Do you think there's anything that one can do to earn forgiveness, depending on the severity of what happened? Do they deserve it? Does it depend? And is there a certain point that someone's allowed to give up on trying to find it, and should just stop trying to be good?
I'm curious as to what everyone's answers will be. Please don't give anymore info than you're comfortable with; these are just things that have been on my mind, lately. And please don't be rude to each other.
[this seems. infinitely more like a stream of conscious than anything actually coherent, but there's at least an attempt at maintaining some modicum of privacy. have at. be it on main or giving yourself a nice plurk-style anon-name, go for it.]

3/4
As if she doesn't know what he's doing.
As if it's something nobody's ever offered her, or that she's ever been allowed to accept.
Fray can probably actively watch as the realization dawns on Sayaka, that he's actually offering to hug her. Fray, who's only relationship with physical affection has likely ever been combat. Fray, who's always kept some form of distance from everyone, and Sayaka has always been willing to accept it. Accepting things is what she does. It's what she's always been forced to do, to accept the shitty hand she's been dealt with a smile on her face, no matter how close to shattering the mask may be. Keep calm, smile, be polite. Words that felt more like a curse every day she heard them in her brain, no matter who's voice they took.
Fray's offering her something that she's been convinced that she can never have or deserve, and she can feel her own mind berating herself. That she's allowing this, that she's forced Fray into something uncomfortable, and that she should apologize--
Friends help each other, right?
They do. Friends help each other. [...] I truly do want to do what I can for you, Maizono. Believe that, even if you find it hard to accept anything else.]