NETWORK: @peach0341 (anonymous) [post soujuurou's wild ride]

[destage]

What would you consider the most unforgivable thing that a person could do to you? Something that someone could do, that they could never take back?

If it has been done to you, what happened? How did you treat that person afterward, if you kept in contact with them? If you didn't, do you regret ever severing off from them?

Have you done anything unforgivable? How did people respond to that--did they let you get a word in edge-wise to explain, or did they abandon you? Did you have to find your own way afterwards? How did it go for you, if so?

Do you think there's anything that one can do to earn forgiveness, depending on the severity of what happened? Do they deserve it? Does it depend? And is there a certain point that someone's allowed to give up on trying to find it, and should just stop trying to be good?

I'm curious as to what everyone's answers will be. Please don't give anymore info than you're comfortable with; these are just things that have been on my mind, lately. And please don't be rude to each other.

[this seems. infinitely more like a stream of conscious than anything actually coherent, but there's at least an attempt at maintaining some modicum of privacy. have at. be it on main or giving yourself a nice plurk-style anon-name, go for it.]

Comments

[destage]

It's okay. I'd never hold something like that against anyone; you had no way of knowing. Please don't worry too much.

[It's...strange to read all of this, though. Sayaka's always been good at reading people, but it feels strange to hit the mark so clearly. She's not sure what the feeling is, but it feels...icy, almost. She's not sure if she likes it.

But she persists nonetheless.]

It's okay. I don't know if you'd want to meet somewhere public to talk more, in case you're worried about being in danger, but...I wouldn't mind talking to you more, if you're amendable. Would you like that, Cheese?

Because I totally get that. I've...never been to one of my friend's houses before, but I was always jealous of their parents when I saw them, too. It felt like they really loved them, and like they weren't an obligation.

[supherb]

That does make me feel better. Thanks. :)

[A smile emoji feels wrong given the topic of discussion, but he wasn't sure how else to get across how appreciative he is.]

It's not really a danger thing. It just feels kinda weird to say all this personal stuff and then let everyone know it was me. IDK I don't want people to look at me differently or worry about me. But some of you really get it. (And it sucks that you do obviously but you know what I mean.)

But you sound like you're willing to take the leap. So maybe it won't be so bad.

Obligation. Man. I hadn't thought of it like that but now that you've said it it fits so well. That's exactly what it felt like, huh?

@shslidol

[destage]

[Sayaka can't help but smile a bit as she reads all of that, but she finds herself nodding to it nonetheless. Not that he can see it, but in a way...

She hopes she brought this anon some form of comfort, because it sounds like it was well needed.]

I get it. All of it, at least I think. It does feel weird to be seen so clearly, and I get not wanting to worry people. Everyone has enough worries going in their own lives, and it wouldn't be nice to be like...pitied, for everything. Or to be seen for only that. Sometimes all you need is to be seen as you truly are, I guess?

I'm not sure if it's the same for you as it is for me, but I would be willing to take that leap.

But yeah. It really does. That their love was just something that was being performed because you're flesh and blood, and now their responsibility.

[A second post gets send, seconds after, with the anon off.]

If you ever do want to take that leap, though, feel free to contact me. I'll be here.