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Argenti ([personal profile] beautifulknight) wrote in [community profile] linkingup2024-09-15 11:58 am

Argenti's Palace

The stage is set they say;
They don their masks and shields,
Shadows creep and cover their minds;
Now, what beautiful role shall they play?

𝓜𝓮𝓵𝓾𝓼𝓽𝓪𝓷𝓲𝓷 𝓒𝓪𝓼𝓽𝓵𝓮



destage: (TEARS ♡ Stay by my side...)

[personal profile] destage 2024-09-15 11:38 pm (UTC)(link)
[...

Sayaka views this all and she feels her heart sink deep into the ground. Killing seems to be such a common theme in the memories of people here, but Argenti--he cared for this one. Distorted as his face may be, he still cared, and he still cut down the man in question without hesitation. And the mentor, and...

He's held so much pain inside of him this entire time. Is this what he was hiding behind his knightly demeanor and kind smiles? Is this the pain that he's held onto by himself the entire time?

Sayaka proceeds forward, but--one might be able to see her wipe her eyes a bit.]

Oh, Argenti-kun...
fullmoonmutt: (019)

[personal profile] fullmoonmutt 2024-09-15 11:40 pm (UTC)(link)
...

[ That... that was... ]

He. He killed the other knights himself?

[ They had been corrupted by something, though, hadn't they? It isn't an uncommon story for Eli. A unit running afoul of the wrong kind of demon, someone getting infected with something, and then—

Eli will carry on forward after a pause to settle his nerves. That transformation they saw had been far more disfiguring than his own, normally, when back in his world, true enough, but that feeling wasn't one he'd ever quite been able to shake.
]
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goei: (03)

[personal profile] goei 2024-09-15 11:50 pm (UTC)(link)
I think whatever turned them into those monsters's what really killed him.

[Carefully choosing his words, or at least as much as Izou can do such a thing, now that he knows a little more about Eli's situation.]
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[personal profile] fullmoonmutt 2024-09-15 11:54 pm (UTC)(link)
It... yeah. It was. When someone loses themselves to a transformation like that, you usually have no choice but to put them down.

[ Harsh as a reminder as it is that one day, that could be him with someone he cares about having to kill him, he isn't going to pretend like it isn't a simple fact of life.

So he just shrugs. See? He's fine.
]

But after you do, you always find yourself thinking, what if there had been a way to save them, you know?
goei: (83)

[personal profile] goei 2024-09-15 11:58 pm (UTC)(link)
I've never had ta deal with a situation like that, so I dunno.

[Thinking is neither of their's strong suit.]

But I feel like, if it was someone you cared about, probably they wouldn't want you to agonize over it, yeah? And if it wasn't, then who cares what they think.
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[personal profile] fullmoonmutt 2024-09-16 12:05 am (UTC)(link)
[ They're both bozos, but Eli has way more experience with this. ]

I mean, yeah? But that's never how it goes, right? You'd feel bad about offing me if I lost control, right? I'd still want you to do it, but I know it would hurt you.
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goei: (48)

[personal profile] goei 2024-09-16 12:08 am (UTC)(link)
[Damn well when you actually put names to it like that...]

... Yeah, I guess that's right. Kinda like the reverse of me and Ryouma, ain't it.

[Where he feels like he should be mad but just can't bring himself to act on it.]

Shit like this is what alcohol was invented for.
fullmoonmutt: (027)

[personal profile] fullmoonmutt 2024-09-16 12:43 am (UTC)(link)
[ Or therapy? Maybe therapy? Can we consider therapy? No? Well, alright. ]

More or less. Just try not to drink yourself into a hole if it happens. That would piss me off even more.
goei: (27)

[personal profile] goei 2024-09-16 12:53 am (UTC)(link)
[What's therapy.]

Fine, fine... Why d'you guys care so damn much about how much I drink anyways?
fullmoonmutt: (038)

[personal profile] fullmoonmutt 2024-09-16 01:00 am (UTC)(link)
... [ should he say it, should he ] 'cause you cry when you get drunk alone and it's awkward.
goei: (59)

[personal profile] goei 2024-09-16 01:11 am (UTC)(link)
I don't-
[Well]

I don't cry. I don't even always get sad. Just sometimes.
fullmoonmutt: (007)

[personal profile] fullmoonmutt 2024-09-16 01:13 am (UTC)(link)
...you were totally crying when I dragged you to bed, mate.
goei: (59)

[personal profile] goei 2024-09-16 01:15 am (UTC)(link)
I don't remember that.

[Is he just denying it or was he actually blacking out at that point. Impossible to say.]
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[personal profile] fullmoonmutt 2024-09-16 01:24 am (UTC)(link)
[ Hmmmm. ]

Well. You were pretty wasted.
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[personal profile] goei 2024-09-16 01:30 am (UTC)(link)
... Yeah I was havin' a bad night.

[He'll admit that much.]
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[personal profile] fullmoonmutt 2024-09-16 01:47 am (UTC)(link)
[ Welp, then here, have a hearty clap on the back. ]

Then drink with friends on the next bad night. We'll even hold your hair.
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[personal profile] goei 2024-09-16 01:50 am (UTC)(link)
[The idea of reaching out to people when he's at his lowest... Well, no, Eli and the rest of that group already saw him at his lowest, didn't they.]

... Alright. Dunno what you gotta hold my hair for though, it's already tied back.
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[personal profile] fullmoonmutt 2024-09-16 01:52 am (UTC)(link)
...you telling me you've never gotten puke in those long-ass bangs of yours?
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[personal profile] goei 2024-09-16 01:54 am (UTC)(link)
'Course not, I'm a professional!

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[personal profile] bloodweapon 2024-09-15 11:47 pm (UTC)(link)
[It isn't surprising that Argenti has suffered. That he has lost those he cared for; that he has had to put them down by his own hands. It isn't a surprise that they're shown this now, to better understand what Argenti has been through. Argenti does not falter because he cannot falter. Whether because of his oath, his goddess, or simply because that's who he is, Fray understands this intrinsically. It's what drives good people like Argenti. Heroes. People like him suffer so much because they open themselves up to caring so much.

Fray grips something tightly in his hand as he returns to himself. Argenti's feelings were his own for a moment and even now it takes him far too long to shake them off. Grief, despair, fear... how common have these feelings been for someone like him, someone born of such emotions?

He pockets the thing in his hand and takes a breath to steady himself. When next we meet, I'll ensure you're no longer anyone's pawn. There's nothing to be done but keep moving forward. His eyes burn red already.]
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[personal profile] gardenful 2024-09-15 11:49 pm (UTC)(link)
[ She has seen corruption similar to that before, back home. She and her friends had to make the same choice as Argenti too, even if it hurt their hearts.

And so, Aerith clasps her hands in front of her, closing her eyes. It's not a prayer, not really, but a moment of silence to remember the guilt, despair, and fear that Argenti felt as he had to slay his fellow Knights.

She owes the ones he cared about this little moment, standing in a reflective sort of quiet as she lets these memories settle into her heart. ]
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[personal profile] beathollow 2024-09-16 12:19 am (UTC)(link)
( yes hello she's been here the whole time and she is.... ...

she inhales, steadying her breath. it's-

is that what argenti's dealt with? what he's continued to deal with? and he's still so bright and kind. ... and real. not like her.

... )


... Did that happen to all of them?
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[personal profile] imperiosity 2024-09-16 12:49 am (UTC)(link)
[He remembers going to a movie with Van once -- a horror flick, where a group of friends wandered into someplace haunted and it ended with one of them being possessed. After the screening had ended, he'd been asked what he'd do for someone who had been possessed, and well. This is it, isn't it? Even if you know what must be done, even if you know they can't be saved, even if you don't falter, it's a somber affair with no happy ending.

Even if Aaron can't personally relate to what he's witnessed, he can understand that much. So he won't comment on it, he just steps forward so he can press on.]
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[personal profile] bloodandstars 2024-09-16 01:13 am (UTC)(link)
[ She's never seen her own transformation from the outside — only the wreckage left behind. Husks of bodies, husks of cities. The blasted plain where Constantine used to be a bustling, thriving city.

Is she any less horrifying than that, glowing eyes and scaled darkness? Probably not. But the unreasoning madness in those eyes reminds her of Ravenna. Some of those people could still be brought back. She hasn't had the chance to see the city again, to ask the ones who killed their neighbors or their family or strangers if they were grateful, in the end, to have their sanity returned.

Not everyone can live with being a monster. ]


...Duty before everything. I don't know who's worse, between you and Corvin.

[ Argenti can't hear her, so there's no harm in saying it aloud. ]