It... yeah. It was. When someone loses themselves to a transformation like that, you usually have no choice but to put them down.
[ Harsh as a reminder as it is that one day, that could be him with someone he cares about having to kill him, he isn't going to pretend like it isn't a simple fact of life.
So he just shrugs. See? He's fine. ]
But after you do, you always find yourself thinking, what if there had been a way to save them, you know?
I've never had ta deal with a situation like that, so I dunno.
[Thinking is neither of their's strong suit.]
But I feel like, if it was someone you cared about, probably they wouldn't want you to agonize over it, yeah? And if it wasn't, then who cares what they think.
[ They're both bozos, but Eli has way more experience with this. ]
I mean, yeah? But that's never how it goes, right? You'd feel bad about offing me if I lost control, right? I'd still want you to do it, but I know it would hurt you.
[ Wow, unfortunately for Izou, that earns the usual kneejerk reaction (and super hypocritical, considering) of Eli letting go of Izou's ponytail and snapping at him, ]
[ ...only he sort of is, isn't he? Ughhhh. He forces himself to calm down immediately after snapping. It's fine, it's fine, it's fine. It's just Izou, after all. ]
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[ Harsh as a reminder as it is that one day, that could be him with someone he cares about having to kill him, he isn't going to pretend like it isn't a simple fact of life.
So he just shrugs. See? He's fine. ]
But after you do, you always find yourself thinking, what if there had been a way to save them, you know?
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[Thinking is neither of their's strong suit.]
But I feel like, if it was someone you cared about, probably they wouldn't want you to agonize over it, yeah? And if it wasn't, then who cares what they think.
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I mean, yeah? But that's never how it goes, right? You'd feel bad about offing me if I lost control, right? I'd still want you to do it, but I know it would hurt you.
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... Yeah, I guess that's right. Kinda like the reverse of me and Ryouma, ain't it.
[Where he feels like he should be mad but just can't bring himself to act on it.]
Shit like this is what alcohol was invented for.
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More or less. Just try not to drink yourself into a hole if it happens. That would piss me off even more.
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Fine, fine... Why d'you guys care so damn much about how much I drink anyways?
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[Well]
I don't cry. I don't even always get sad. Just sometimes.
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[Is he just denying it or was he actually blacking out at that point. Impossible to say.]
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Well. You were pretty wasted.
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[He'll admit that much.]
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Then drink with friends on the next bad night. We'll even hold your hair.
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... Alright. Dunno what you gotta hold my hair for though, it's already tied back.
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[A PROFESSIONAL WHAT]
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[ no eli what do you see explain it for the rest of us?!
he will not ]
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What, were you just lookin' fer an excuse to touch my hair?
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I mean, yeah. [ Real quick, he moves to snag Izou's ponytail like he did previously. ] It's so fluffy and soft, Izou!
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Wh-Don't yank it!!
[To be fair. It IS fluffy and soft.]
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[ Squishing the fluffy poof of a ponytail between his fingers and everything. Take that, loser. ]
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But he's also going to retaliate by stealing a page from Celeste's playbook and pat Eli on his head as well.]
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Cut it out! I'm not a dog!
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...shit... sorry.
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Jeez, I was just doin' it since Celeste does and ya don't seem ta mind.
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