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mafuyu "world's saddest bunny" asahina ([personal profile] beathollow) wrote in [community profile] linkingup2024-09-28 04:13 pm
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IN THE FOREST OF THE LOST



it's all too perfect.
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[personal profile] emptyself 2024-09-30 02:06 am (UTC)(link)
Mafuyu...

[ soujuurou would reach out a hand for her but they're. uh. his hands have seen better days. ]

You can start a new life. You don't have to only do what she wants anymore.
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[personal profile] beathollow 2024-09-30 02:10 am (UTC)(link)
Soujuurou...

( he may not reach out to her, but she takes his hands anyway, casting diarama. ...she wants to care for others, after all. )

Thank you.
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[personal profile] emptyself 2024-09-30 02:23 am (UTC)(link)
Oh.

[ soujuurou feels the warmth of the heal in his hands, and pulls away once they're back to normal. ]

No, I... thank you. You've taught me a lot. [ a beat. ] I'm calling off work tonight.

[ look at him! rebelling! ]
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[personal profile] beathollow 2024-09-30 02:46 am (UTC)(link)
... Ehehe. You've earned a good rest. That fight was... ... She was horrible to you.
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[personal profile] emptyself 2024-09-30 02:50 am (UTC)(link)
She was. I never had a mother, but I don't think that this is how it's supposed to be.

[ he closes his eyes, pondering over it. ]

But I think she was far worse to you. And you don't deserve any of that.
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[personal profile] beathollow 2024-09-30 02:54 am (UTC)(link)
No one does.

...



She's kind of the worst, isn't she?
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[personal profile] emptyself 2024-09-30 03:03 am (UTC)(link)
[ unfortunately, soujuurou's the same person that would and does forgive his own murderer. he can't really bring himself to hate anyone, unless under the effects of any of the mental debuffs.

even just thinking about that makes him shudder in fear. ]

I don't think...I'm the right person to ask that question to. I'm sorry.

[ he shakes his head. he's too broken of a person to give the confirmation she truly needs. he holds no contempt, but no joy either. she might as well be looking at a blank slate of a person, the type of person that her mom might have wanted mafuyu to become. ]

But I know that everyone else really seems to hate her. And I don't think you're wrong in hating her either. She did horrible things to you, after all.
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[personal profile] beathollow 2024-09-30 08:12 am (UTC)(link)
Don't be. You've had your own struggles too. They'll shape how you see things.

( and hoo boy, he has struggled. but...

its okay if she hates her. ...

does she?

for seventeen years she loved her. revered her. feared her. part of her still does love her. she's not sure if it's sunk cost fallacy or real, though. )

... I'm afraid of her. And I'm mad at her. And I know I will never forgive her... but I don't know if I hate her or not.

She's not a good mom though. Even if she's good at making it sound like she is.
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