IN THE FOREST OF THE LOST

[beathollow]

it's all too perfect.

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[emptyself]

[ unfortunately, soujuurou's the same person that would and does forgive his own murderer. he can't really bring himself to hate anyone, unless under the effects of any of the mental debuffs.

even just thinking about that makes him shudder in fear. ]

I don't think...I'm the right person to ask that question to. I'm sorry.

[ he shakes his head. he's too broken of a person to give the confirmation she truly needs. he holds no contempt, but no joy either. she might as well be looking at a blank slate of a person, the type of person that her mom might have wanted mafuyu to become. ]

But I know that everyone else really seems to hate her. And I don't think you're wrong in hating her either. She did horrible things to you, after all.

[beathollow]

Don't be. You've had your own struggles too. They'll shape how you see things.

( and hoo boy, he has struggled. but...

its okay if she hates her. ...

does she?

for seventeen years she loved her. revered her. feared her. part of her still does love her. she's not sure if it's sunk cost fallacy or real, though. )

... I'm afraid of her. And I'm mad at her. And I know I will never forgive her... but I don't know if I hate her or not.

She's not a good mom though. Even if she's good at making it sound like she is.