[ Yoon has seen corpses. He knows that expression. Soujuurou confirmed it, too. Despite never really knowing Jordi, his eyes begin to well up with tears when he realizes what's just happened.
This is because they're caught up in a war again, isn't it? It always comes back to war. It always comes back to violence. Death.
A strange, uncharacteristically dark expression flashes across his features.
Violence is inevitable. I might as well embrace it and ki-
...
Wait...what?
No. That can't be right. That Jordi is dead is exactly why he hates it. That thought is gone in a flash, since he dispels that strangely intrusive thought from his mind as quickly as it came. Yoon buries his face in his knees.
[ soujuurou looks at him, his expression remoresful. it’s not entirely his fault, but in a way, it is. he participated in his just as much as anyone else did, his own attacks leading to jordi’s fate.
he’s sorry, he genuinely is. ]
You need to stand up. I don’t think we can stay here.
[ he doesn’t know what the law of the city is for corpses. he’s never really seen one in the city, so he figures it can’t be normal, and therefore, it means it must be dealt with before those people he called come. ]
When he lifts his head, his expression, for a brief moment, is incredibly intense, like he's telling Soujuurou to get away from him despite the tears rolling down his cheeks. Then it flickers to something like uncertainty, surprise...? And then finally back to a more familiar, remorseful Yoon.
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[ Yoon has seen corpses. He knows that expression. Soujuurou confirmed it, too. Despite never really knowing Jordi, his eyes begin to well up with tears when he realizes what's just happened.
This is because they're caught up in a war again, isn't it? It always comes back to war. It always comes back to violence. Death.
A strange, uncharacteristically dark expression flashes across his features.
Violence is inevitable. I might as well embrace it and ki-
...
Wait...what?
No. That can't be right. That Jordi is dead is exactly why he hates it. That thought is gone in a flash, since he dispels that strangely intrusive thought from his mind as quickly as it came. Yoon buries his face in his knees.
Jordi didn't have to die. ]
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[ soujuurou looks at him, his expression remoresful. it’s not entirely his fault, but in a way, it is. he participated in his just as much as anyone else did, his own attacks leading to jordi’s fate.
he’s sorry, he genuinely is. ]
You need to stand up. I don’t think we can stay here.
[ he doesn’t know what the law of the city is for corpses. he’s never really seen one in the city, so he figures it can’t be normal, and therefore, it means it must be dealt with before those people he called come. ]
We have to go.
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[ He mumbles it but he does, indeed, get up.
When he lifts his head, his expression, for a brief moment, is incredibly intense, like he's telling Soujuurou to get away from him despite the tears rolling down his cheeks. Then it flickers to something like uncertainty, surprise...? And then finally back to a more familiar, remorseful Yoon.
...He shakes his head. Shakes it off. ]
Yeah... Let's go.
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and in that second, he most definitely felt the hairs on the back of his neck stand up in danger. fear.
his expression remains the same otherwise, as he gives yoon a small nod. ]
You can go on ahead. I’ll check on Sayaka and others.
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[ Quietly, hurriedly, he leaves.
He'll find something to occupy himself with, something that won't require him soiling his hands only to see someone die again.
He doesn't understand what's happening to him, but he knows that he doesn't want to look at Soujuurou like that ever again. ]
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