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[goei]

[This post goes up pretty late on Wednesday night;]

this whole thing don't make any goddamn sense
'M good at fightin' an all but it's not like there ain't touchy feely types who can't also handle a fight
You got that damn prettyboy knight who looks like he aughta smell like roses
an' that golden guy who's all concerned 'bout people communicatin'
Even maid-san could probably make friends if she tried an' she sure's hell can fight
Prob'ly plenty others who can do both

So why me?
I ain't suited fer makin' friends
'M just a killer

They should've picked someone like Ryoma
Ryoma's always the one gettin' picked anyway
No one wants Okada Izou
S'that why I never get used right?

Comments

[cirquedesang]

...It's the opposite.

[emptyself]

You want people to think that you're less than them!?

[cirquedesang]

No, I've had quite enough of that, thank you.

[emptyself]

Oh, this is a big misunderstanding, isn't it? I'm sorry.

But I still don't understand. If you're so afraid of reaching out because you don't want people to think of you as less than them, wouldn't it be significant for you if you did show your true self to others?

[cirquedesang]

It would be.

Which is why it being forced is such a problem.

[emptyself]

So you don't want to do it because you're being forced to?

[cirquedesang]

Exactly so.