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[goei]

[This post goes up pretty late on Wednesday night;]

this whole thing don't make any goddamn sense
'M good at fightin' an all but it's not like there ain't touchy feely types who can't also handle a fight
You got that damn prettyboy knight who looks like he aughta smell like roses
an' that golden guy who's all concerned 'bout people communicatin'
Even maid-san could probably make friends if she tried an' she sure's hell can fight
Prob'ly plenty others who can do both

So why me?
I ain't suited fer makin' friends
'M just a killer

They should've picked someone like Ryoma
Ryoma's always the one gettin' picked anyway
No one wants Okada Izou
S'that why I never get used right?

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@shizukisoujuurou

[emptyself]

I know that the thing of this week was being forced to be more honest with one another but I'm not sure what I'm supposed to do after reading this.

[goei]

[There's a long delay before Izou actually responds to this.]

Shit


I didn't mean ta say all that
Forget ya saw any of this

[emptyself]

Normally, I'd say sure and forget about it.

But this kind of sounds like a cry for help. Are we supposed to help you, Okada? Or are you going to write another sad post like this tomorrow?

[goei]

I DON'T need help and I DON'T want yer damn pity!

Besides a guy like me's beyond help anyway

[emptyself]

You say you don’t need help but you’re crying like an injured deer.

And it doesn’t seem like people want to give up on befriending you just yet either.

[goei]

It's that damn goddess's fault
No one was s'posed ta see this!

It ain't my fault other people are fuckin' stupid

[emptyself]

But even if we didn’t see it, you’d still feel bad. We just wouldn’t know.

[goei]

Yeah that's how it's s'posed to be
It ain't yer damn business how I feel

[emptyself]

But we do. And even if I turn away and forget about it, I don’t think the others will.

Maybe try something that isn’t friends?

[goei]

[Ignoring the first part because it's making his head hurt]

Like what?
I could just try killin everyone
Easier

[emptyself]

Please don’t, I’d like to keep living.

[goei]

Then what're ya tellin' me ta do huh??